This is sad, right?

Though no one believes me when I say it I know I was the one you're eyes used to look for not a long time ago. Now I can only wait for it to happen again. For you to show you care.
And the worst thing is that I'll acctually wait for you. Because I feel relief when I get to see you and know that such an amazing person is still breathing, is still alive.
Because you keep me going, because my heart beats for you.

I guess this is it

Even though it seems like you're not here anymore I'm glad & proud to say that at least for a short period of time I was there, inside your mind, hidden in your beautiful eyes. I guess I'll always be waiting for you.
I guess I won't ever be able to stop this feeling, as I've tried so many times & still do.


I love you